Dear cherished readers,
Today, I want to open my heart and share a personal journey that has been filled with warmth, comfort, and the unwavering presence of the Holy Name of Jesus. It all began when a wise priest recommended a book that would change my life – "The Wonders of the Holy Name of Jesus" by Fr. Paul O'Sullivan.
Discovering the Wonders
As I delved into the pages of this insightful book, I discovered the profound beauty and power hidden within the simple yet mighty name of Jesus. Little did I know that this discovery would become a source of solace and strength during one of the most challenging periods of my life.
A Light in the Darkness of Anxiety
There came a time back in 2002 when after a simple surgery I developed a severe anxiety and panic attacks threatened to engulf me. Praying became a daunting task when I was under a panic attack, for those who have never experience a panic attack is the worst feeling ever, I though I was going to die or worst yet loose my mind, but amidst the chaos, the Holy Name of Jesus stood as my anchor. Focusing on His name became my lifeline, a beacon of hope that cut through the darkness. The attacks were formidable, but the name of Jesus brought me comfort, one utterance at a time.
Finding Peace in the Silence of the Night
Insomnia added another layer to my struggles, leaving me exhausted and drained. Following the advice from the book, I wrote the name of Jesus on a piece of paper and placed it under my pillow. It wasn't an instant fix, as we Catholics understand the importance of faith and patience. Gradually, however, I started to sleep better. The name of Jesus became my nighttime companion, ushering in a sense of peace that had eluded me for so long.
The Holy Name as Constant Companion
Today, the name of Jesus is more than a mere word; it's a companion in every facet of my life. In moments of discomfort, fear, or fatigue, I call upon His name, and instantly, a sense of calm washes over me. It's a simple yet powerful practice that has become ingrained in my daily routine, and above all it makes me feel safe and loved.
A Heartfelt Thank You
Amidst the trials and triumphs, I have learned the importance of gratitude. Every day, I take a moment to thank Jesus for being my constant companion, for the comfort in times of distress, and for the hope that His name brings. It's a conversation filled with love and appreciation, a reminder that I am never alone.
Dear friends, my journey with the Holy Name of Jesus continues to unfold, weaving a tapestry of faith, love, and resilience. May this story serve as a reminder that even in the darkest moments, the name of Jesus can be a guiding light, a source of strength, and a wellspring of hope.
If you want to lear more about the Holy Name of Jesus Devotion, check my other article here.
In love and faith,
SIlvana
